Goals

After a long time of depression and suicidal intentions, I found out that at the end of the day, I do not have the courage to cease my life. I gotta live. Any I gotta live meaningfully.
Starting to set new rules and new goals is a good starting point.

Rules:

No love - I'd better not have emotion for any guy as it seems whenever I start having feeling and trusting a new guy, then will eventually disappointed me. It may sound negative, but it is the best way to keep me from getting hurt.

No give up: Choosing the path carefully and stick to the plan. Live for the venture.

You

Dont ever find yourself guilty
Of this incident
Coz you are never responsible
For what you did not do

Death

Death is not horrible
It is not even miserable
Death is the solution
To your problem
To all of your problems

Death is not an end of everything
It is just an end of the misery

Die

If I die
Will you cry
If I die
Will you feel sorrow

If I die
Will you
If I die
Will you have pain

If I die
Will the ice melt down
If I die
Will the cloud still be wandering

If I die
Will the sun stop shining
If I die
Will the day be gloomy

Cry

I'm crying
But not for you Daddy
Please forgive me
For not being a good daughter

I'm crying
Just for my own sorrow
A poor lonely girl
With too much burdens on her shouders

I'm crying
To release pain and duties
I'm crying
To forget this ruthless world

Vậy là hết

Vậy là hết
Vậy là kết thúc
Cho một cuộc tình
Không lối thoát

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Em thờ ơ
Mệt mỏi

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